One's True Self

Sometimes I feel

That I was born into a curse

Don't know how to feel

Don't know what could be worse

Though I try to get up

Comes always a force to pull me down

I just want to get up

It's just another scar to walk around

I've seen the Devil in front of my eyes

I've seen the effects of a soul's demise

I have seen what love is like

I've seen how it is to lose it all

And I want to close my eyes

I've seen enough suffering in one's life

I still can't find the reasons why

Why do I have to always fall.

Hold on to this heart that is bleeding

And wonder how it's still beating

I don't know why

But it would be better if he let me die.

Can't take no more of this pain

Don't want anymore to embrace

But you can't understand

How it's like to carry a burden you cannot withstand.

I've seen the Devil in front of my eyes

I've seen the effects of a soul's demise

I have seen what love is like

I've seen how it is to lose it all

And I want to close my eyes

I've seen enough suffering in one's life

I still can't find the reasons why

Why do I have to always fall.

If you see deep in my eyes

You can unveil my fake smiles

You may find my suffering

The darkest side of me

If you can save me do not hesitate

Soon enough I will break

In pieces my soul may be

Just save me.

I've seen the Devil in front of my eyes

I've seen the effects of a soul's demise

I have seen what love is like

I've seen how it is to lose it all

And I want to close my eyes

I've seen enough suffering in one's life

I still can't find the reasons why

Why do I have to always fall.