Next To You

Lay down in my arms

Let all time stop

Let's us close our eyes

And hear our hearts beating

Hug me so tight

Let me ear you breathing

One breath at a time

Nothing may come between us.

How can you be so divine

Like an angel hovering

You're part of my life

That continously keeps me healing.

And I'm not afraid to say

I'll be here what may

I'm not afraid to show

How much I want you

And I just can't deny

How much I love you

Though words are not enough

I'll lay here next to you

Next to you.

Even miles apart

My mind is on you

I just close my eyes

And I feel your touch in me

I can't hardly breathe

When my hand touches

In your naked body

And we become one

And I won't let you go

Far away from me

We're stuck on each other

And  we'll walk this path together

 And I'm not afraid to say

I'll be here what may

I'm not afraid to show

How much I want you

And I just can't deny

How much I love you

Though words are not enough

I'll lay here next to you

Next to you.

Bitch Slap

Say what you want 

Scream all you can

Punch against the wall

Bring forth all your hate

Sing along while you crawl

Try to bring me down

Hit me with all your rage

Get ready for your fall

Can you hear the shit

That's coming off your mouth

I'll laugh all I can

Until you really piss me off

This is not I signed for

This I will not bear

Just because I love you

I'm not a puppet you can play

Then fucking go away 

In a fucking awesome way 

To leave you fucking whinning

In a fucking epic way

What's that?

You want another chance

It isn't part of my plans

Can't bear what you do to me

I even tried to change for you

You didn't recognize my efforts

You said it wasn't enough

Don't blame me if I give up

Enough is enough

Just fucking go away 

In a fucking awesome way 

To leave you fucking whinning

In a fucking epic way

Own Your Own Destiny

I wake up surrounded with misery

I cannot bear the estupidity

That this world brings upon each other

It's time to realize the facts

You're more words than acts

If it's hapinness you'll seek

Unhappy it's how you'll continue to be

So how about an open eyes

It's time to realize

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

It's time to step further

Don't back of with all your fears

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

Can't bear more of your shit

Don't care if you're shivering

You still have two arms and two legs

So do something about it

You think it's better to whine

All day and all fucking night

You see you've got a door open

C'mon and go for it

So how about an open eyes

It's time to realize

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

It's time to step further

Don't back off with all your fears

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

Get up, get up, get up

And fight

Get up, get up, get up

You're doing it right

So how about an open eyes

It's time to realize

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

It's time to step further

Don't back of with all your fears

Wake up and move it

Own your own destiny

One's True Self

Sometimes I feel

That I was born into a curse

Don't know how to feel

Don't know what could be worse

Though I try to get up

Comes always a force to pull me down

I just want to get up

It's just another scar to walk around

I've seen the Devil in front of my eyes

I've seen the effects of a soul's demise

I have seen what love is like

I've seen how it is to lose it all

And I want to close my eyes

I've seen enough suffering in one's life

I still can't find the reasons why

Why do I have to always fall.

Hold on to this heart that is bleeding

And wonder how it's still beating

I don't know why

But it would be better if he let me die.

Can't take no more of this pain

Don't want anymore to embrace

But you can't understand

How it's like to carry a burden you cannot withstand.

I've seen the Devil in front of my eyes

I've seen the effects of a soul's demise

I have seen what love is like

I've seen how it is to lose it all

And I want to close my eyes

I've seen enough suffering in one's life

I still can't find the reasons why

Why do I have to always fall.

If you see deep in my eyes

You can unveil my fake smiles

You may find my suffering

The darkest side of me

If you can save me do not hesitate

Soon enough I will break

In pieces my soul may be

Just save me.

I've seen the Devil in front of my eyes

I've seen the effects of a soul's demise

I have seen what love is like

I've seen how it is to lose it all

And I want to close my eyes

I've seen enough suffering in one's life

I still can't find the reasons why

Why do I have to always fall.